well well, look who's here?
Its only the 2nd week of my maternity leave and I'm seriously lacking of things to do. Ok, i prolly won't be saying that once the baby is born, but yeah, I am fucking bored out of my wits. I managed to watch 4 eppys of Big Bang Theory which
jaannonymous has been dying to get me to watch. I do like the show, but there's only a few tv shows that I can keep on watching eppy after eppy after eppy without stop. Anyways, I have a longgg leave ahead of me, so better not to finish all of them at once, right?
Its been one heck of a ride the past few mths. I'm now only 13 days short of my EDD. Yep, Suzers is gonna be a MOMMY in 13 days! Like, WOA. lolz. I've had a fairly easy pregnancy tbh, but these last few weeks have been quite hellish. My legs are pretty much swollen and it hurts to walk. It hurts even when u are lying down cos u can't lie flat, neither is it comfortable to lie sideways due to the huge tumtum. So I'm pretty much screwed. Oh, and I'm having a baby BOY. Yeay!! ;)
Last gynae appt didn't turn out too well cos I found out bb is still breech and we only have 2 weeks to go. Dr Tan asked if I want to schedule for a c-sect or wait another week. I was caught off guard by the qn (cos i was determined bb has turned) and the hub wasn't there to discuss with, so I opted for the latter. Tbh i doubt he will turn, really, but I've always had this blind faith abt things. hahaha! I cannot believe I will have to go thru a c-sect for my first newborn! I've always thought that hey, i will be just like my mom, or my sis who had all her 4 kids naturally.. that things will just fall into place for me and it will all just happen naturally. Man, I was WRONG! If bb do manage to turn by this Sat, then that's just GOD doing his magic, but I highly doubt it will happen. So i'm pretty much gearing myself up for a c-sect. GAH.
And can you believe we have yet to decide on the name?? LOLZ. Well, we thought we did.. until I brought it up again a few days back. Well, u see, I think that its good to have a backup name. I was telling the hub what if we look at him for the first time and thought, "Nah, he's not a *insert baby name option 1 here*, he looks more like a *insert bb name Option 2*" you know? But currently we only have Option 1 available. So I told him we need Option 2! Like, PRONTO! What makes it so tough is that we seem to have a different idea of what is a nice name and wats not. When he seem to like a particular name, I don't. When I think one name's cool, he thinks not. Hmmm. And then there's the pressure of having to find a name with a good meaning. Bleah. My name don't even have any meaning, and I turn out a-OK don't i? LOL.
The last stage of pregnancy sucks cos I'm always feeling HOT HOT HOT! Even while the fan is blowing directly at me, I can still feel myself perspiring. And I hate tt my fingers and palm are all swollen. It hurts ok. To even hold and grip my iphone is a painful task! Sigh.
I also haven't been watching much football nowadays. Not that its my fault really. We have been sucking ALOT this season. Dare I say this is by far the WORST season I ever have to go thru as a fan for the past 14 years. We suck so bad I don't even know where to begin! I'm even beginning to think that their trip to SG was a curse! HAHA! Maybe all that Asian heat got to them and they never fully recovered. Oh well~ I still love my Reds. I'm praying my lil' boy will be a REDS too. *cross fingers*
Oh, my good pal Cindy have safely delivered baby Kyston into this world on 28 December. Finally got to see lil Ky in the flesh during his 1mth baby shower 2 days ago. He's so adorable. So chubby! I love the smell of babies.. mmmm...~ :)
Alrighty then, I need to get off my fat ass and move around a little bit to get the blood going. Starting to feel all numb in my legs now.. and my hands.. they are starting to swell up again. What's new. I have no idea when I will ever blog again. So yeah. I see you when I see you.
Adios!
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